There's this song,
that brings peace to my life.
A sense of relief, but a piece of sadness.
How can this piece of sadness make me feel so strong?
Out of all the world's strife,
I play his voice,
and I can breathe.
Play on repeat.
I listen to every beat,
every breath
every word.
It's all heard.Forever-Ben Harper.
What if everything could be ok?
If it could be normal.
If all of this could go away.
If these tears would disappear.
If the words you spoke were real.
This is not how I would feel.
I need the highs,
so sick of these lows.
Missing all the smiles.
I wan't to be alright.
can't stand this fight.
But these lies lie within,
they won't go away.
and I won't stay.
Why should I care?
When you didn't care.
I was always there, open hearted.
I was so unprepared.
So naive.
Left all alone to grieve.
Breath Deep, let go.
My chest shakes
my lips tremble.
my insides ache,
i'm feeling pretty low.
It's all flash backing in my mind.
I shake my head for it to go away.
I wish I could unwind.
Everything is astray.
How long must this go on?
I have withdrawn.
My sword is down, my hands are free.
Why does it still hurt me.
